The Phone!

My phone went on self-destruct mode around January, I think. I've been waiting for a replacement phone since then. I was a frustrated because it makes talking with my dear Boyfriend easier.
But yesterday, I got the money he sent me and I was able to buy a new phone! Yay! :D We've both been looking forward to it since the old phone gave us too many problems. I'm so glad I have a new one now! It's so generous of him to let me get another one. :'D Thank you so much Love!

It's just kind of funny because my Dad keeps on teasing me about it. He always does that when dear Boyfriend buys me stuff. He would tell me that my Boyfriend might change when we get married and stop giving me things. I know he said that because he was like that to Mom. :))

In a Week

I'll be having my pre-final defense for the research paper. I can't wait to get it over with. It's been a crazy week so far, constantly being pestered by my groupmates, running out of time, looking for missing professors, confirming schedules. Ugh. It's very stressful and frustrating. My Boyfriend is even pissed off about what's happening with our group, but it makes me feel that he's very concerned with me, which cheers me up. I think he's kind of cute when he's mad (at others). :">

"If they're going to do that then they damn well had better accompany you." -- My Soldier

I just want to be with you

He's busy. I'm busy. We haven't talked much these past few days. It's upsetting, but there's nothing I can do. I have to wait even if it's something I hate.

I'm listening to HY's Song For right now. It perfectly describes what I feel right now. It's making me a bit sad and I've cried listening to it, but I love the melody and its lyrics. This is the English translation:

If there is meaning in us having met
I tell myself "I'll only hurt this much for right now"

The damage to my heart tells me just how much you love me
Even if I grow afraid of loving, it's alright if it's with you right?

Feelings that I can't suppress can't go anywhere
I can't return to them, just like a clock
Now, they're for you
I'm facing only you, and I'm in love

The days that I can't see you continue on...and the sleepless nights continue on
There are many difficult things about the love between you and I

How often do we think of each other? We're by no means connected
But I'll wait until that day
Until you grow up

Even though there are a lot of these kind of people throughout the world
Meeting you, falling in love, even though I got used to these same feelings
I can't be with you, but I want to
I want to be with you right now, I just want to be with you right now

Even though I want to go to where you are, I can't
I'm going to pass even more through this sadness
I've got to be strong
I've got to be strong

No matter how much I say I love you, I don't know what's ahead
My unease won't disappear up ahead
I want to be with you, I want to be with you
I want to be with you right now; with you, I'll hold you tight

Even though there are a lot of these kind of people throughout the world
Meeting you, falling in love, even though I got used to these same feelings
I can't be with you, but I want to
I want to be with you right now, I just want to be with you right now

I just want to be with you
I want to be with you right now

- Got it Here - 

OBL is Dead

And tt's all over the news!

Him: At MO...and we were all going to/laying down in bed around 10:45PM and one guy announced it, and a few minutes later a couple people received texts, and that's how I found out. XD

Me: I just got out of the shower when I heard it on the news.

Research Paper Rant

I know I've been so lazy these past couple of weeks, but still, I'm not motivated to do anything. I should start working again on our research paper, but it's not due until next week so I don't really feel the need to finish it today. Plus, it's very boring to do and the group members are not being cooperative. Some of them are even very annoying. They keep on pestering me to make the changes on the paper, telling me what to do and such, but they don't really do anything. If they know so much about it, why don't they do it themselves?! They keep on saying that I'm the leader, but they don't listen to me when I tell them what should be done. Ugh. Seriously?

I can't wait to get done with this paper and get rid of those horrible people!!

Back in the Army

Yes, my Love is back in the Army again . We've been talking here and there. He's been running around, filling out paper works, etc. He's not super busy, but it's definitely different from the usual. It's difficult for me when I don't get to talk to him. I'm used to getting his messages from time to time. I'm paranoid and I get worried so easily, and he knows it. I appreciate his effort on keeping me updated when he can. Hopefully, I'll get used to this new situation soon.

I'm just glad that it's weekend. We'll be able to talk more. :)  

Swimming and Swimming

Last Friday: I went swimming with my family and my friend's family. It was a spur of the moment kind of thing, but we decided to go because it's so hot out here. And we had so much fun! All of them wanted to stay on the shallow pool, but I was able to persuade them to swim with me on the other pool that was just enough for my height. (I'm short, but I don't enjoy it if I can't at least sink my whole body in the water. xD)

Yesterday: I went swimming with my brother, my mom, and her co-workers. It wasn't as fun as last Friday, but it was nice because the weather is killing me! Sooo hot!

I kind of ended up like a babysitter because I had to look over the kids that were with my mom's co-workers. Therefore, I had to stay in the kiddie pool with them and follow them around. It wasn't that bad though, because few amusing/funny things happened...

I was sitting somewhere on the pool because I was following Abby (one of the kids with my mom's co-workers, when some kid on the pool talked to me.

Child: *stopped swimming and looked at me* What are you doing?

Me: *confused* Huh?

Child: *arrogant face* Don't you know how to swim? 

Me: Of course, I do. *smiles*

Child: *walks away*

She even bothered to stop swimming just to question me! xD

Then there's another time when I was still following Abby. I saw a little kid walking on one side of the pool. He was naked and he kept on walking around. I thought he was cute. (No, not the naked part. :P ) I continued to observe him, and I noticed what he was really trying to do... Poop! Haha. He gave up though, because he couldn't seem to find a good place to do so. When I saw him run up to his mom, I stopped looking at him and  continued to babysit. xD

How I wish I could go swimming with my Beloved. I think it would be very fun.