Research Paper Rant

I know I've been so lazy these past couple of weeks, but still, I'm not motivated to do anything. I should start working again on our research paper, but it's not due until next week so I don't really feel the need to finish it today. Plus, it's very boring to do and the group members are not being cooperative. Some of them are even very annoying. They keep on pestering me to make the changes on the paper, telling me what to do and such, but they don't really do anything. If they know so much about it, why don't they do it themselves?! They keep on saying that I'm the leader, but they don't listen to me when I tell them what should be done. Ugh. Seriously?

I can't wait to get done with this paper and get rid of those horrible people!!

Back in the Army

Yes, my Love is back in the Army again . We've been talking here and there. He's been running around, filling out paper works, etc. He's not super busy, but it's definitely different from the usual. It's difficult for me when I don't get to talk to him. I'm used to getting his messages from time to time. I'm paranoid and I get worried so easily, and he knows it. I appreciate his effort on keeping me updated when he can. Hopefully, I'll get used to this new situation soon.

I'm just glad that it's weekend. We'll be able to talk more. :)  

Swimming and Swimming

Last Friday: I went swimming with my family and my friend's family. It was a spur of the moment kind of thing, but we decided to go because it's so hot out here. And we had so much fun! All of them wanted to stay on the shallow pool, but I was able to persuade them to swim with me on the other pool that was just enough for my height. (I'm short, but I don't enjoy it if I can't at least sink my whole body in the water. xD)

Yesterday: I went swimming with my brother, my mom, and her co-workers. It wasn't as fun as last Friday, but it was nice because the weather is killing me! Sooo hot!

I kind of ended up like a babysitter because I had to look over the kids that were with my mom's co-workers. Therefore, I had to stay in the kiddie pool with them and follow them around. It wasn't that bad though, because few amusing/funny things happened...

I was sitting somewhere on the pool because I was following Abby (one of the kids with my mom's co-workers, when some kid on the pool talked to me.

Child: *stopped swimming and looked at me* What are you doing?

Me: *confused* Huh?

Child: *arrogant face* Don't you know how to swim? 

Me: Of course, I do. *smiles*

Child: *walks away*

She even bothered to stop swimming just to question me! xD

Then there's another time when I was still following Abby. I saw a little kid walking on one side of the pool. He was naked and he kept on walking around. I thought he was cute. (No, not the naked part. :P ) I continued to observe him, and I noticed what he was really trying to do... Poop! Haha. He gave up though, because he couldn't seem to find a good place to do so. When I saw him run up to his mom, I stopped looking at him and  continued to babysit. xD

How I wish I could go swimming with my Beloved. I think it would be very fun.

At Fifteen ♥

- image found here -

I agree with this image. Our love is greater than the distance. We've been together for FIFTEEN months now. It's a big accomplishment for me. It's not very easy to be in a long distance relationship. Plus, a lot of people say that long distance relationships don't work. But we'll prove you wrong. :P We've been doing this for a long time now, and I feel that we're getting stronger as couple everyday. I know I keep on saying that I'm so happy to have him, but that's the truth! He is just so perfect for me. I love you so much babe! I wish we could celebrate our next anniversary together. But that's all right, I'll wait until that happens. ♥

I Miss Drawing

Haruhi Suzumiya Fan Art

 I got bored and browsed deviantart earlier. It's been a long time since I actually finished a drawing. I miss doing it so bad, but I don't have enough time and motivation to start drawing again. Gah, I don't know, I think I'm confusing myself. The last drawing I did is this -->>

And I submitted this on DA on February of last year! :O It's almost May, so it's been 14 months?! I badly need to draw again, or I'll lose the few skills that I have left.

The Distance

"The distance from A to where you'd B. It's only finger lengths that I see..." - Set the Fire to the Third Bar

I really love that song from Snow Patrol. It's a song that fits long distance relationships. I can relate to it a lot. The first time I heard it was when I saw the Dear John trailer. I loved it ever since. It sounds very sad, but hey, I like sad things. Oh well, enough on my ramblings about that song.

So, I used this distance calculator to measure the miles between me and my Love. And you know what it said? 8,704.144 miles. Wow. It's unbelievable how two people can be so far apart and yet love each other with all their hearts. I admit, the distance can be overwhelming at times. I cry, I break down, I even want to give up! But my Love is always there to support me and give me strength. I'm very grateful that I have him. I know he's going through the same pain, but he never ceases to love and understand me. I feel so blessed!